Loving my life

Its amazing to believe a while ago i wouldnt think of church or God that much, but recently I've been going and seeing life in a whole new aspect, i know some of my friends thinks its kind of dumb the whole idea of church and all but when you know it works, you cant let others create ideas for you...INCEPTION lmao love that movie but ehh its true, gotta make your own ideas and not focus on others.

The Truth

So...heres the truth, because the past molded me this way i can only think of how i am and i begin to look at myself from the outside. I'm a loner, i dont give a fuck about a lot of things, my views of life are very critical but in the end i shape it to be simple and childish. (weird but it keeps me worry free and it doesn't leave me freaking out, ever...) I can listen but in reality since my view is childish i just want to joke around and laugh, i believe life is way to short to be stuck today and confused tomorrow and die the day after. of course it isn't that i can just erase it but in the end i like to block it and move on and try to be happy, my goal of course is happiness; now try doing it at my age without problems...yeah unlikely since a lot of people tend to slow you down and others scar you on that passage.

So yeah fuck it, thats my attitude. if you dislike it comment me, and watch me not give a fuck =]
See you also might believe i just flat out not give a fuck about you but seriously thats you being closed minded, i do care for those that deserve my love and care, but the whole not giving a fuck is for those who slow me down and scar me from my goal (happiness) if i did believe those people i would be in the same spot as i was for the past few years...but i guess when you start opening your eyes to how good you may have it, well you realize that it could be worse and thank God that he decided not to fuck you over.

also for those that don't believe in God or just flat out dont believe in anything...think about what God means to people...People of course see God as the savior to they're problems and i like to see him that way as well, now maybe i dont believe all of the stories in the bible and i dislike those that go to church nonstop and are just crazy...well i still agree with those crazy people in a way...God is love, maybe it doesn't come from him but if you believe God loves you, you love YOU. so if you got lost in this post feel free to comment and ill explain more in detail about my views, much love<3

Homestead

So here I am in homestead. First time ever posting a blog with my iPhone but whatever it has autocorrection so I'm in homestead at my friends house and today was great. We went to get some sushi and then drove down further to my friends house, later we went to the gym and I must say we did a number on ourselves :). Fun but man am I going to be feeling this in the morning. Goodnight <3