GRADNITE

It was like one of the best days of my life, Gradnite, of course the 4 hour bus rides weren't easy but we did it. I can honestly say some things escaped my mind because so many good things happened that everything that was normal got forgotten. I can remember walking the entrance and the crowd was huge, and we were supposed to be one of the first there...yeah idk about that. But we ran towards space mountain and the line was unbearable like 40 minute wait...(*__*) i felt like dying half way into the line. by the time it was our turn the ride was fuhmazing, i mean how can it be explained through words its like a roller coaster inside a building all dark with stars and flashes, just amazing. when we left the ride the line had like doubled so thank God we made it in time. After we left to thunder mountain and the line was really quick and the ride was amazing. after we left towards the food place where its all futuristic and we spent some time there, afterwards we walked towards the pirates of the Caribbean place and hung out there for a good while and even saw some fireworks

After the fireworks we left towards the futuristic place and hung out there went to the stitch ride and the buzz light year ride and bought some souvenirs for my parents. afterwards we just sat till the time came and left on the monorail towards the parking lot. And the day was over. but at least the memories are with me forever.

Loving my life

Its amazing to believe a while ago i wouldnt think of church or God that much, but recently I've been going and seeing life in a whole new aspect, i know some of my friends thinks its kind of dumb the whole idea of church and all but when you know it works, you cant let others create ideas for you...INCEPTION lmao love that movie but ehh its true, gotta make your own ideas and not focus on others.

The Truth

So...heres the truth, because the past molded me this way i can only think of how i am and i begin to look at myself from the outside. I'm a loner, i dont give a fuck about a lot of things, my views of life are very critical but in the end i shape it to be simple and childish. (weird but it keeps me worry free and it doesn't leave me freaking out, ever...) I can listen but in reality since my view is childish i just want to joke around and laugh, i believe life is way to short to be stuck today and confused tomorrow and die the day after. of course it isn't that i can just erase it but in the end i like to block it and move on and try to be happy, my goal of course is happiness; now try doing it at my age without problems...yeah unlikely since a lot of people tend to slow you down and others scar you on that passage.

So yeah fuck it, thats my attitude. if you dislike it comment me, and watch me not give a fuck =]
See you also might believe i just flat out not give a fuck about you but seriously thats you being closed minded, i do care for those that deserve my love and care, but the whole not giving a fuck is for those who slow me down and scar me from my goal (happiness) if i did believe those people i would be in the same spot as i was for the past few years...but i guess when you start opening your eyes to how good you may have it, well you realize that it could be worse and thank God that he decided not to fuck you over.

also for those that don't believe in God or just flat out dont believe in anything...think about what God means to people...People of course see God as the savior to they're problems and i like to see him that way as well, now maybe i dont believe all of the stories in the bible and i dislike those that go to church nonstop and are just crazy...well i still agree with those crazy people in a way...God is love, maybe it doesn't come from him but if you believe God loves you, you love YOU. so if you got lost in this post feel free to comment and ill explain more in detail about my views, much love<3

Homestead

So here I am in homestead. First time ever posting a blog with my iPhone but whatever it has autocorrection so I'm in homestead at my friends house and today was great. We went to get some sushi and then drove down further to my friends house, later we went to the gym and I must say we did a number on ourselves :). Fun but man am I going to be feeling this in the morning. Goodnight <3

Confusion

I dont know what to do with my time...it seems like lately all i do is goof off or eat shit as some people would say...and also i think its true what they say about seniors...u just become so lazy its unbelievable. On another note its prom season, guys hunting down girls for that one word..."yes". idk sometimes i feel like i dont belong in this world. or at least in high school, i hope college is different, if not it'll be high school v.2
...so i dont really know what else to write...till next time.

God Lee (and no God isn't chinese)

Lol, Listening to heavy metal with yells, screams, and a taste of hate. but im happy? idk im weird but i guess you should already know or just like it. So im confused about who i wana ask to prom...its not like i can just go with anyone but still i want that girl to be special and just as awesome as me...(conceded i think not) anyways i still have a clue with who i might go but still i guess ill never accepted the taste of rejection. till then ill take my leave

Sunday...

Busy day to say the least, but it was good. I did some cleaning up at my house, i also ate some amazing tacos that my mom makes. it was good. So last time i talked about fixing my iphone screen and i can say now that i did. i went yesterday to North miami inside the northern FIU campus and a student there fixed it for 100 bucks so it was a good deal; since other people on craigslist were asking for 120+ and it went by quick especially with my cousin there with me to hang out with. Now some other iphone related news (lol sounds funny like a news person talking), i hacked into my carrier settings in my iphone and now i have internet from H2O wireless, so i can smile on that note. On another note, yesterday i went to bahama breeze to celebrate Gibsy and Nathaly's birthday and it was good no regrets especially since i made new friends and like ive said before, making new friends is an awesome thing.

Day 2

Friday, thank god, not much will probably happen this weekend but i hope for the best. today i went to the falls to see if maybe i would be able to fix my new iphone 4's screen. (thank god i got it connected i really hated walking around with 2 iphones, well not hated but it was a bother since i felt heavier with both in different pockets.) well while i was there i asked and the stand said "starting at $80..." but when i got around to ask the lady said 170. yeeeeah right I'm not paying that much. so when i got home i just started looking over around craigslist and i found someone that would do it for 100 so not bad but ill just have to wait and see. Im also semi-excited for tomorrow since im going to Nathaly's birthday dinner, at least a day to spend with some people I never hang out with outside of school. =)

Day 1

Im just gonna start this, im bored, really bored and i guess i made the leap to start my blog. Dont really quite understand what it means to blog but most people tell me its about you and some suggest i should of started this a while ago. I'm kind of bored hanging around with the same people everyday. Not that i hate anyone but IDK i guess since spring break i really loved the fact i saw some old friends and i made some new ones as well. I really wish I could go back in time for spring break, now im just doing casual work in school and just killing time like how some people would say.... but i really dont want to kill anymore time, i want to live, i want to experience how life really is, or at least how movies depict it...i guess to start my journey i'll need to open my eyes and start my first step today and just prepare for tomorrow...